finali.. i turn 20.. 2 dos whu had greeted me.. tank u, i reli appreciate it.. tanx :) truthfuli, ders not much celebration guin on here.. instead org d brunei pulang celebrate me famili.. me stalker.. to my famili, thank you for d cake.. & to dos al wakil yang tiupkan lilin untuk ku.. & mumy for singing bday song loudli & non stop msa ku tepon.. & to my stalker.. thank for bngun dt midnyt to sing d bday song 4 me altho bareli awake.. & d next day u lupa everyting.. (plupa bnr anak btuah ni!) & just for being u.. :) i luv u.. xoxoxo.. i bet ur so glad im 20 nw arent u :P
d guy in d white tux mcm gay usulnya tu luk familiar.. skali rupanya d guy yang ajar kmi street dance atu! yea i join street dance & hip hop class sja2, 3 pounds per session every week.. worth it tho :D n turn out msa d end of d performances ada all dis people kluar, dos whu are involve in it.. n all of dem yang in my class atu.. n no.. i dun tink i can dance like dem walaupun ku ikut smpai 3 tahun!
At d moment m just plain .. bored.. sigh, kinda iski liat diorang zay and ayub n d rest balik dis weekend, while im gona b stuck here in liverpool for another 3 weeks.. den 2 weeks in spain.. mind u.. no, m not having a vacation watsoever d Spain, im guing der for sum mapping training course, for my geology course.. ahh sound fun? nope!
apa nah d tutor suruh buat bfor k spain.. "stay fit!" he mention sumting bout walking like.. 10 km max 12 km! naik bukit.. steep bukit.. damn.. plus its summer.. @ panas :S sigh.. mls ku ckp lgi.. js gona mek me more depress, well d bright side im guin spain! *bored luk* ..
i noe i noe.. i shud b glad hving all dis experience bla bla bla.. gnya kn aku mau pigi my uncle wedding bh.. i nvr expect him 2 kawin (haha sori uncu :P banar kali ah!) n hav been waiting for him 2 do so like .. 5 years ago! skali apa nah.. he choose 2 kawin tym ku nada.. selfish i noe.. hehe.. (abis th ku kna bom ni uleh nya)
o yea.. exam ku abis dah! yayness~ mudahan tah ku pass smua amin.. i reli dun wana resit eh gila.. my result msa 1st semester pun cukup makan sja.. next year tah ku banar banari.. banar.. nways, ryt after ku abis tu, i went 2 city kajab wid dibah.. iv gt d habit.. actuali malas bh banarnya, so i always bawa just my library (student id) and my debit card.. whu needs cash wen uv gt debit card kan? iath bh.. so i put it dlm poket jean ku, mls ku kn bwallet tu bah, bulky so js dis 2 card sja lah.. i noe careless plg.. wat if patah dua or hilang.. u gt it right! hilang!!! sigh.. so i call hsbc trus n block it lah, baik jua nada org pakai or sumting like dat fuh.. so i hv 2 tngu 5 working days for my new debit card!.. now im cashless n cardless... hahaha! d best method 2 save up..
beat that people...!
"You never truly appreciate something until its gone.."
On the 6th of May, I received a news from my brother.. i tot he was joking at 1st.. I was pretty much in denial when he told me that my grandma, whom i fought a whole lot but vri close with passed away.. he sed her kaki bangkak sja, n my dad trus hantar ia k hospital.. nothing serious actuali.. but inda batah atu.. diorang balik n my aunt called them n sed she passed away.. my cuzn tried to msn me in d morning (here) wanting 2 tell me my grandma wasnt feeling so well, but i ws rushing of to my exams hence did not manage 2 talk 2 her..
You will always b luv ni.. semoga rohnya dcucuri rahmat & trhimpun dlm golongan org2 yg soleh.. amin... Al-Fatihah..
if onli..
its exam tym again.. @ exam fever :S in my last blog .. exam fever promise myself not 2 do las minute work again.. n urgh! again knowing myself did not manage stick 2 wid it! m duin las min work again.. having 2 study everyting.. n i mean EVERYTING in less den a week.. :S drivin me up d wall.. probabli d adrenaline rush atu kli dat keep me guin.. im sure im not d onli 1 yg suka buat las minute work.. yea tot so.. my timetable gila.. 4 essay based qst in a row!!!!! mgusut!!!!!
6/5/08 - Introduction to fossils
7/5/08 - Metamorphic Geology
8/5/08 - Magmas & volcanoes
9/5/08 - Dynamic landscape
12/5/08 - Introduction to structural geology
13/5/08 - Introduction to field geology
15/5/08 - Special topics in geology
16/5/08 - Metamorphic Geology (practical)
havent eating properli dis week.. sumhw js hilang selera makan, js had 1 meal per day @ either lunch OR dinner.. a2 pun makan for d sake of eating, takut timbul gastrik.. evn lose couple of kilos js within dis week.. mabi d hip hop n street dance class contribute 2 d weight lost as well haha.. awu been taking hip hop n street dance :D d best method 2 release stress actuali.. belief me!
n aku baru sadar panya tea can keep u awake.. its not as strong as coffee plg, but at least inda bagi u headache.. so every hour lusir k dapur buat teh.. lipton :D had 2 ask my mum 2 sent dem all d way frm brunei.. iv tried d tea here tpi inda nyaman, english tea urgh.. :S dat rmind me im almost out of it dah.. damn..
after i tink sbulan brutah kan sambung update sal d germany, hahaha ktingalan.. actuali nya kn aku lupa dah wat happen, so js gona cek my cuzn blog n curi d stuf from her.. sori 3! :P nways..
DAY 2:
pagi2 buta.. kdengaran bunyi lagur2 d luar atu.. & briuh2 bunyinya.. for a second i tot i was back d brunei, mcm bunyi my mum briuh sja.. den i js rmmber im in germany! so apalagi.. pigi dapur.. n saw.. my grandma! buat rinjis~
so apalagi ambil ksmpatan blajar buat rinjis.. :)
step 1:
tadaa~
den we went 2 1 of d biggest kadai in d world.. um.. ka ne.. sumting, lupa ku namanya, didnt do much cs d tings bloody pricey.. but we did manage 2 mek a fool of ourself tho twice!
yes.. dis is wat happen wen 2 silly people try 2 pass time.. dy do silly stuff!!
"pu3.. do u tink we'l fit arh d bonet??" .. guess wat.. awu!!~~
Next venue..
berlin wall!! um.. dis is kinda embarassing 2 tell.. but um.. mula2 kn.. i tot berlin wall ni basar wah & like huge & tinggi.. turn out.. mcm pagar blakang rmh ku.. ceh! dats wat i call.. overrated people..
never tot graffiti wud b.. um.. encourage?
my not so much of an artwork..
activity malam... myucuk satay & mganyam ktupat!!
batah2 ku hidup d brunei bah.. inda ku pernah myucuk fresh satay ani.. udah ku d germany plg ani wah! achievement yo~ tapi pastu bgaru tangan :S
inda pedah2 brtanduk nini olehmu pu3... (btw.. we r so dead if ia nampak kmi post pic nya :P)
-end of day2-
(btw.. people.. bear wid me cs i hav list of 5 more days.. wahahaha)
DAY 3
Ani aku inda brapa ingat bhapa kmi.. tpi i js rmmber mkn ramai2 arah nini.. nyam~ plus karoakeing..
style baru myalai satay.. pakai elektrik & dlm rumah..
mcm bnr kmi ah.. haha padahal kmi tukang mkn ja abis hangus yg bkas kmi salai ah.. :P dis is d real chef.. marissa...
d menu..
d singer..
-end of day 3-
DAY 4
We went to San, Souci.. use 2 b a palace i guess.. very beautiful place.. quite far (2hrs ride by car) but worth it..
ooo~ dis guy actuali gantung d tambak untuk buat burger atu arah badannya.. baik nda barat & panas 2 ah?
d Chinesisches Haus.. dis house is wer d king had tea wid their guests..
dis is y u shudnt feed ducks arah park.. dy follow u!! dis 2 ducks actuali ikut werever we go.. den wen dy realise dey wer jauh brabis from d pond (or lake) barutah diorng terabang..
-end of day 4-
DAY 5
No more nini 2 pamper us.. as diorang pigi Cairo for kraja ting.. so apa lagi pksa blajar naik train.. tank gudness for marissa.. germany so truk if u dun hav sum1 yg pndai ckp german.. d people here..even d guys arah information .. or any1 else bareli speaks english!! its difficult!
ani we went 2 Auschwitz Concentration Camp.. Dis is where almost 3 million people died.. mostli jews, (Most of the dead were killed in gas chamber, other deaths were caused by systematic starvation, forced labor, lack of disease control, individual executions, and so-called medical experiments - wikipedia :P).
msa i 1st enter dis place.. it js gives u dis.. eerie feeling, like u can feel myucuk2 ur neck, kambang bulu.. evn d air around d place is different.. u dun wana go 2 dis place tym mlm2.. evn kmi yg pigi msa tghari atu pun sdh brijab, but dat tym it ws raining n kinda mndung, mbi dat y jua.. it even smell different.. mcm .. ntah ah..
btw.. i apologize earlier for posting dis stuff.. it mke u realise dy r existence of such cruelty in dis world..
This r d entrance 2 d prisoners camp..
one of the cell.. ani tmpat yg bagi ku kambang bulu abis :S
Lavatories
Prisoners were only allowed to use the WC's and urine in the mornings & evenings after roll call, occasionally, also the midday break. Wenever, they wud have onli few minutes. Sick, weakened or older inmates who might hav fallen down in the rush, were trampled on by others and remained on the floor covered in increments. Anytime, anywhere - including in the lavatories the SS staged regular acts of torment. Prisoners who were _ to work, had to stand, without moving a muscle, all day long to this unaired space. Some inmates have actuali been drown by SS men in the water closets.
Bathrooms..
This is where, in the mornings, prisoners had to wash themselves. At certain times, up to 400 men would be squeezed into a barrack like this one. They had onli 30 min for waking up, rations being handed out, washing, then on to roll call. Consequentli, 8 to 10 people wud b standing at dis 2 basins with onli cold water springing - like a fountain - from d middle. The washrums wer also yet another site of terror. SS guard are known to hav drowned prisoners in d basin for washing feet.
This is wer dy bakar d dead bodies..
ders more.. but i better stop here.. aku yg ijab plg..
mlm.. we went 2 checkpoint charlie.. ani tmpat wer boundary of east and west germany..
-end of day 5-
DAY 6
Whole day car ride dgn aunty zaitun & family plus vinnie & joe! 1st kmi pigi Dresden.. ani tmpat.. um apa ah.. i tink use 2 b city german.. d place nice~
ani tmpat buat pickle@jruk timun.. lupa ku namanya.. nyaman!
& lastli.. tropical islands.. (so called borneo..) it is dis huge indoor place yg js masuk sja d building.. it feels like hum.. dy have all dis swimming pools, sauna, rmh panjang! etc etc.. n u cn stay arh dis place for js 25 euro!
-end of day 6-
LAST DAY
touring round city~
The Parliament building..
The biggest see saw.. so far..
German landmark..
German public toilet..
um.. museum .. maybi?
Berlin zoo..
(sori 3.. curi dri ko.. hehe)
-the end-
